thoughts on images, part 2

i spent my entire junior high and high school years concerned about losing weight, and now that i'm years past recovery, i weigh less than i did when it all began. i don't know where it went or how it happened, but i am aware i dropped a significant amount of my body weight since i started getting my life back together. i do not think they are related; i don't think i lost weight because i got my life together or vice versa, but the fact that i don't know what happened draws out some sort of uncertainty. i prefer knowing what is happening to myself.