ooh what you say

what do you say
when there's things like
"you move separate from me"
when i thought things like
"we were moving at the same time"

all i can hear is the opening words of ecclesiates:
"meaningless, meaningless, everything is meaningless."


not literally, of course, i just feel like it's time to pick up and see who's following after i'm done.

i'd felt like things were moving in an excellent direction
until i found out they weren't moving at all.

and again
ecc1:2

last night left me feeling pissy
reminding me not to ask for help
or depend on other people.
luckily, today ended where i just got to sit
and be around people i liked.
who like being around me.

this is the first time i've been in such a pissy mood for over a day.
note to self
don't give heart away.